That day, I found a place for myself.

8 April 2016

I want to write down what I am feeling, right now. I may forgot this after some time, also may choose not to remember when I am worn out from the study. 

Remember girl, you WANT to do this. You have it inside you, and that is all it takes to reach there. The rule is simple but no one said it is going to be easy. Do not get too hard on yourself though, cut some slack for yourself. But, never ever thinking of settle for less, when you have what it takes to bring you what you want. For this, I have absolute faith in you. You are good at what you are doing, you are persistent at any circumtances, you are willing and always want to learn and also you always hunger for more. Yes, stay humble and hungry. So today, again, is another day that you remind youself you can do this. I get it when you say you want to have a life when achieving this, trust me I get it. That is why I am telling you now, you are not going to lose it when you are focusing on your work. You can have the life you want whenever you want. 

Okay, let me put it differently for you girl. When you are talking about living the life you want, isn't it include working life already? Exactly. 

So, do not get too harsh on yourself until you are sick, depress or feel bad about yourself, that is not the place you want go. Being persistent to achieve your goal simply means that you are not going to quit and your effort is consistent to make things happen. I do not believe in sacrifying good quality of life when you want to achieve something, because that is not worth it. I think you get what I mean. Being good means you are good at doing things, it means you are able to have the quality of life when you are achieveing the goal. That is right.

Believe me when I say you can because I am you. I know you better than anyone and I have proved that when you are struggling on that 21KM run and gasping for breath when you pushed yourself to swim for another round. Remember, things are relatively simple, do not complicate it. I am really proud of you that you have made it this far. You made a decision and you are doing much more to certain it as a right decision. You have everything you need to do what you want: a great supervisor, unlimited resources, healthy relationship with your loved one, a place to go home to, a car that bring you to places, huge support from family and YOU youself. See, you have this much, unlimited resources. 

Be yourself, because I believe that just being yourself is all what it takes to be awesome. 

Go girl, make things happen. I love you, xoxo.