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又要我选..很乱好不好....求求你..不要让我后悔作这样的决定...很多人都疑惑..我为什么要考虑那么多..去就是了呀...但..我不能这样!!!...不要让我那么难受..不要让我后悔....在我眼里..那是机会...但一年一度的比赛..我不能掉以轻心...两年前..我作出承诺...一个月前..我做出同样的承诺...我一定要赢回来...矛盾吗???...比赛没有我...一样能进行...我尽量不要在training的时候..跟你们有接触..尽量不要让你们习惯我的存在..这样的话..在比赛的时候..我在不在..对你们就不会造成任何不必要的影响...我不是放弃你们...为什么不说..我去是想要帮chrc呢????...虽然你们目前的表现不佳....但我坚持相信..只要我们要赢的时候..不会输!!!....时间有限..真的不多时间...偏偏..我们chrc的特点..不到最后一分钟...不会努力..两年前输了..我不要在许下承诺后..还输!!!...会有一天是我train你们..我想为你们做些什么...会的...我希望你们不要让我后悔...希望你们给我信心!!....问题不在你们能不能...而是你们肯不肯...操出最完美的队伍是我一直想做的..但..恐怕在你们耀武扬威的时候..没有机会看....所以请答应我唯一的请求....给Gary最好的合作态度...他需要时间去适应带你们..也许他会做错..但你们也要帮他....他..还需要时间...我一下子把整个比赛的重担交给他...他也不容易...虽然他只需要喊喊..骂骂....但请你们了解..当你们的leader在做坏人的时候...自己心里会有多难过....我说过..没有人会愿意以凶姿态面对人家的..尤其是面对自己的member..自己的ajk....你们大可以说一句不干了..然后离开..我很庆幸..还有人愿意留下..虽然心不甘..情不愿...但至少给了最基本的合作....请相信我..如果在进队之后..你们认认真真..好好地听comman...用杀气操步...你们会爱上进队的感觉....如果你进chrc..还找不到喜欢进队的感觉的话...你永远都不会在一支真正会操步的队伍里...我只能说..你失败了...而我们一直努力在做..一直在骂你们..就是帮你们找到那种感觉....我真希望有一天...我comman我自己的ajk的时候..我可以看见你们喜欢操步的表情....如果在比赛之前的任何一个training...你们发现..操步并不辛苦...操步的感觉很好..那么..冠军你们拿定了!!!...等你们的好消息..加油咯...至于空缺的commander嘛...已经着手处理了....放心比赛吧...不要让我后悔选择相信你们...
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btw..saw u facing lots of prob n stress now a days...jz keep calm n u'll do ur best choice..dun stress out..take things easily and as a new challange...i'm sure u can do it!!bcz u r shu ling!! =)dun worry..everything will be fine!!i'm here ready to help u..spiritually...
如果我说,AJK is not hate marching, juz hate the way the 'bou gang' of top 10, wat shud u do? <---- if u think that bou team is tat annoying, then why don't u confront them. Why only dare to speak up here?? if is, i think that u r only jealous that bou team is too close with shuling. U think that we r "polishing her shoes"??? then u r totally wrong! We are close to her just becoz she is our very best friend and nothing else.Do make it clear now, we must unite as we r ajks in CHRC, not to have rumors, hating each other. We must set ourselves as a role model to members, not to complain each other.
From: Bou team
Juz want to let u guys still have little face.. eventhough u all oledi spoil ur own image till nthg left.. Not tat wanting complain bout the bou team too close wif wsl, tat's u guys problem. Juz be moderate when comment other ppl. only thing want to let you all know.
From:
your LOVER
sorry to let lover see the dark part here..... among the 'friends' here
让我表明我的立场,我是站在bou team这一边的..我觉得每个人都有自己的立场,没有必要批评别人...
停止停止这一切, 全力以赴拼向这即将来临的大挑战好不好...
but wat i wan to say is...we r 16..17 now...can u learn to respect others friendship??..if u not happy wif tat..actually is ur problem...if u dare..juz come n tell me wat problem bou team caused..n..dun say something like..'giv u face'..if u not dare to do so...u can keep ur mouth shut...
ok now...plz plz n plz concentrate on training...dun cause any problem again!!!..U GUYS R AJK!!!!!!!!!!!! JUZ DO WAT U SHUD DO AS A AJK IN CHRC!!!!!
let's wait n c wat happended on 8 july...plz..i really sad when c u guys juz not happy wif each other in chrc...plz... i trust u guys can...
SORRY FOR EVRYTHING!!!! is my fault if i did something wrong...u can blame me but plz wat u shud as ajk 1st...
Think properly, this is blog, What we called as online diary. this is the only way she can express her feeling and release the stresses. why don't u give her and you yourself an great oppoturnity to understand wat is in her mind and knowing her better. criticize is nothing but stupid. only forgiving is wat we can do for others.
so stop scolding her by using your dirty word and hurt her when you don't know what is happen in the actual life!
Shu ling, ur sister here love you so much, don't be panic when other people try to pull you down. sometime we have to use the extra energy from GOD and FAMILY to fight the madness that control our mental.
I know you are now in Germany but i believe that u are miss your lovely home. I am now at home waiting for my lovely little sister.
U will be always the greatest sister in my bottom heart.