Butterfly effect

One day when you cut me open
You will see blues and reds
Sorry maybe it is black

All the pain you put on her
I took it all in at double
Every calls and lines have punched the heart
And it hits me hard
Left only the bruises

Again and again
I took all the punches
I answered every calls
I read every lines
I took it all in

Do you see that
Do you know that
Whatever you have done
Just like the butterfly effect

You forget
I have a life too
Maybe it is tough
Maybe it is not
But I take it all in
I put it on myself

So and so
I am begging you
Please and please
Responsible for your own shit
Because this is it
Shits happens
Just deal with it

Who are you
To make your pain hers
Who are you
To say you are suffering
All you do is just denying
All you do is just punching me
All you have done was stop loving yourself

This is the price of your irresponsibilities
This is the price of your stubbornness

One last time
I am begging you
Please love yourself
For your and her sake

Forget about the blues and the reds
If that is what it takes to make you awake