A practice

Yeah, this feeling comes once a month or so. The STUCCCKKK mind. Put it differently, it is my mind who refuse to go the other way to get the answer. See, that is how stubborn it is. I am writing a review paper, but bottom line is, I think I have not read enough to write a good paper. I am supposed to edit the paper, because I have written it months ago. Now that I read back, it looks like a piece of trash. Okay, I know I am harsh on myself, that is because I know I can do much better.

And then, I thought of what my lecturer told us before. She said, just don't forget your work now is all practice. You goal now is get your job done and graduate. This does not sound like me because I don't do things merely for a graduate title. But I kinda need it now, need this kind of thinking now. I guess that means I am allowing myself for being imperfect. Write and edit at the same time just to make things perfect is really a tough job or not a clever thing to do. 

Then I go and search writing tips, and there it goes. Editorial board members do advise us not to write and edit at the same time. Flow and a logic progress of story is what matters. A HA! 

Okay, I am going to check and make sure my story goes as what I want. Do your best honey.

Love you as always. Thank you for the unlimited resources, always be grateful. x